I have so many MOMENTS i my life that some are already forgotten before they are even shared to friends. But you see… it’ll only take a song at that exact moment and everything will come rushing down on you… and you wouldn’t see it coming.

It happened to me. Early today at 8:19am and Binocular’s DEEP was playing in my IPOD. I was trying to make a keyplan of all the beams and columns and then go on detailing as I promised Mady (My Boss). But the memories at the back of my mind started spilling through… I didn’t know how it all went but the last thing I remember… I was smilling and Yna is giving me the you-look-so-stupid-smiling-like-that look…

It was Christmastime and I was oof to have my vacation to out town… TANDAG, Surigao Del Sur. I was excited… as well as sad… I was wishing he was with me… and we could travel together… but we all know he wasn’t. So I just called him while I’m in a cab and the driver kept smiling at me… eavesdropping I guess to what we are talking about… and I remember the song… So this is what you mean… And this is how you feel… So this is how you see… and this is how you breathe… Sometimes I know… Sometimes I go down deep…. That frame of time always lingered… never forgotten… stayed dormant and waited to be awaken…

Oh just right after that daydreaming this morning… I started downloading the song IRIS of Goo Goo Dolls… because it also reminded me of everything… about the movie City of Angels… about Rene Descartes’ Cogito Ergo Sum and why do you think the sun rises when lots of people are still asleep…

Then maybe, if I have time… I’m going to read Sophie’s World by Jostein Gaarder for the hundredth time. Of course I’m exaggerating… Maybe I’m not…