Did you ever think about her? Even just once when you were away and she was studying but miserably failing at that time. You have to imagine that failing was not in her vocabulary… but hey… the girl was in love… and for the first time… she wanted to run away and be with you.

She was and still is the girl you met 5 years ago. And she will always be… she thought of you everyday of her godforsaken life… and she thought of what might have beens… and what could have beens… she thought of the things that made things wrong… trying to correct them… she is after all the most INTELLECTUALLY ATTRACTIVE girl you have ever met. And all she wanted was to EXIST. Pathetic as she was… she still is.

Have you thought of him lately? Has he ever occupied your mind like beams and walls did? Has he greeted you lately? Do you love him still? Is this what it’s all about? Maybe not. You are just affected by the AWESOMENESS of the music fed by you handy dandy Ipod. And what comes after this? Oh yah… you will be swarmed with messages from your friends… trying to fathom the girl and the boy.

You all know who’s the girl but the guy was long gone. So quit it. Frustration is a bitch. 3 tons a day is not good enough. All I could do is savor the sad songs… I craved for more beer… got some last friday… didn’t even quench my thirst…