It’s 2:24pm and chubby cheeks’ typical afternoon is suddenly boring her… she’s finding ways to redeem her jaded self and perhaps… face a new day tomorrow… completely changed… vindicated… determined…
Everybody’s life is a mess… including mine. I am, as I was struggling to at the very end… determined to be, HUMAN after all. Augustana is clearly not helping along with its sad afternoon songs… longing you to go on a rodatrip and maybe lose yourself… "So, are you willing to?" they teased…
I am but a girl. I do what I can… I’m trying things… curiousity is a virtue… Just don’t let anybody tell you what to do… find youself… stumble a little, get up… don’t let anybody help you… give yourself a little more credit… until such time… you feel INVINCIBLE… and then you fall in love…
Tsk tsk tsk… I was hard once… I still am. But when it comes to loving somone… I can definitely say… that I love the way anyone has ever love before… and maybe MORE. Life is a bitch. Just thinking of you together… and then one day… DIE together… pretty depressing. Let’s get away from that…
So what have you done SWEET to your love ones lately? Have you held her/his hand and just linger on the thought that maybe, he’s the one. I probably can say HE is… but not yet… Maybe I’ll meet someone when travelling… my so-postponed roadtrip to the end of the world is here again…
The last time, I celebrated my date of birth with a muffin and a candle. I told my love one I needed to be alone. I have always been alone… not ready to share it with him… Not ready to give in more… but DYING to.
I’m just mumbbling here for the sake that I am seriously in need of someone to rescue me… My friend once said… I look like a child… and yet when you talk to me… I’m tough… Made me smile…
Until she hit the spot when she said… that I’m in need of someone who can take care of me. That I may sound tough and all so brave… but deep inside, just needs someone to hold on to. Come to think of it, she’s right.
