4 years… I’ll be four years here… I looked into my work for the past years and all I could get from it is PRIDE and HORROR. The texts were so big… the line weights were thick… and my sections ranged from 1/2″ and 3/4″. Wow. A lot has changed… but I said to myself “I’m here to stay I suppose”… because I still have much to learn… and MASTERY is what should all of us strive for…
I’ll wait a while… until I can’t find joy in detailing anymore… until the bars, the bends and the Shear97 is no longer appealing… until then… I’m here… and will always be here…
Crack the Shutters
You cool your bed-warm hands down on the broken radiator,
And when you lay them freezing on me, I mumble “can you wake me later?”
But I don’t really want you to stop and you know it so it doesn’t stop you
And run your hands from my neck to my chest
Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cuz’ the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you
It’s been minutes, it’s been days, it’s been all I will remember
Happy lost in your hair and the cold side of the pillow
Your hills and valleys are mapped by my intrepid fingers
And in a naked slumber, I dream all this again
Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cuz’ the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you
Crack the shutters open wide, I wanna bathe you in the light of day
And just watch you as the rays tangle up around your face and body
I could sit for hours finding new ways to be awed each minute
Cuz’ the daylight seems to want you just as much as I want you
I MISS YOU…
YOU THINK THAT AFTER ALMOST 4 YEARS I COULD GET OVER THE FEELING OF HAVING BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH… OR I COULD GET PAST YOUR SILLY JOKES… OR EVEN REFRAIN TO SMILE WHEN I’M THINKING ABOUT YOU.
I COULDN’T… AND I STAND CORRECTED…
WE MAYBE WRONG FROM THE START… BUT I BELIEVE THAT AFTER YEARS OF BEING TOGETHER… SOMEHOW… IT’S RIGHT. WE FIT.
SO TO YOU… I LOVE YOU.
You’re smart, but you see the situation in a whole new i-don’t-know-if-you-get-it kinda way… Why don’t you read it again…
And then maybe when you do get it… you can have your point of view and shove it up your *ss.
Oppsss…. bad girl.
When I think of Sum 41’s song “With You”… The Gossip Girl scene where Blair surrendered to Chuck… It was… Perfect.
It’s just another ordinary day… to you maybe…
It’s the other way around to me…
I never thought that I could still RICO BLANCO’s voice singing a deep-deep and hard to fathom songs… But I’m mistaken obviously…
We are lucky you know. To have him write songs for us… to have him share a part of him and disregard all the selfishness felt by other artists…
The song “YOUR UNIVERSE” just gives me back my sweet memories… not just College but High School… not because it’s a love driven song… but because you can still feel how it felt to see your crush… to feel your first kiss… to hold someone’s hand…
Nostalgic. That’s what I felt. Thank you Mister RICO BLANCO… for making my day a not-so-busy-but-busy-nonetheless-day…
Your song has brought me back my passion for songs like this one… and later… I will browse my long forgotten songs…
And perhaps feel once again all that has made me whole and complete.
YOUR UNIVERSE (By Rico Blanco)
Tell me something
When the rain falls on your face
How do you quickly replace
It with
A golden summer smile?
Tell me something
When I’m feelin’ tired and afraid
How do you know just what to say
To make
Everything alright?
chorus:
I don’t think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I’m inside
Your universe
You hold me like I’m the one who’s precious
I hate to break it to you but its just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I’ll always be the lucky one
Tell me something
When I’m ’bout to lose control
How do you patiently hold
My hand
And gently calm me down?
Tell me something
When you sing and when you laugh
Why do I always photograph
My heart
Flyin way above the clouds?
Julie is making us write messages
Marlon is surfing the net for passages
Lope is probably doing the same
You know I’m just kidding…
Bong wants to give you a video
Maybe my Nichi will help him too
Ma’am Becky & Manong maybe wishing you
a happy trip and godbless also
I think Mae and Dette is sharing
of things that they’re gonna be writing
Bryan always have a good idea
Of what to write in any criteria
Barlines just won’t be the same
Still, Dennis is driving us insane
Even Yna can’t keep quiet
and she’s giving us an awful lot of headache
Jhame and Ian is maybe thru
Of what is it they want to tell you
I would’ve sent this poem with you
To think of me as you go
This is just a simple goodbye
For you to remember us by and by
and I guess I have to end this poem
coz’ in a minute or two you’re going home
So please hurry and be home again
For us to launch DENNIS AND FRIENDS.
THIS YEAR… I CONSIDER MYSELF LUCKY FOR HAVING TWO BOYFRIENDS…
My PRIMARY boyfriend’s name is AUSTONIAN…
Located in 200 Congress Ave., Austin Texas. He will stand for 680 Feet accommodating 58 floors and amounts to 850,000 square feet. He will consist of 195 units all in all.
As of now… he currently weighs 2,300,000 lbs in rebar. We stay late together and he has a way of consumming my time and efforts… but I am blessed nonetheless.. We plan to be together until the end of the year… and that is if I don’t give him much time… but If I give my 100% best in maintaning our relatioship… we won’t last until November this year (that is as fast as I could detail)… faster than that will be suicide…
You can see his profile here… http://www.theaustonian.com. As big-time my primary boyfriend is… my secondary has a lot of worth too.
My Secondary boyfriend’s names is ANTHONY…
This one has a built-in understanding feature with a kiss and hug combo. It can stay late at night without having to be asked… It even has an "I’ll date you" program in weekends and has lots of storage for moments and jokes.
We plan to stay together until I grew tired of him… and I can’t even see myself getting tired of his antics. He is sometimes a nuissance in my work but I can definitely say that he guards my interest… staying late at night just so I could tend to my first boyfriend…
You can see his profile here… http://profiles.friendster.com/4063500
What more can a girl ask for?
Meron palang kanta na nagsasabi na HINDI KA MAHAL ng isa tao sa pinakasimple at pinakaMALAMBING na paraan.
Ang ganda ng boses ni Zelle sa kanta n’yang "AKALA MO LANG"… isipin mo na lang ang lalaking pag-aalayan mo ng kantang yan… madali ata n’yang matatanggap na walang wala ka talagang pagmamahal sa kanya…
Sabi nya… "Pagyakap sa’yo ng mainit at pagkapit ng mahigpit… pagsama sa’yong pag-gimik… at pag-amin ng aking pag-ibig… masaya sa’yong piling… at sa’yong pag-ibig… PERO DI KITA MAHAL… AKALA MO LANG… HINDI KITA MAHAL… OH HINDI MO BA ALAM?" ouch…
Uso pala talaga yun… "IIWAN KA RING SAWI… AT AASA KANG MAGBABALIK…" Hindi nga ba natuturuan ang pusong magmahal ng nais mong mahalin? Hindi mo nga ba napipili ang taong mamahalin mo? Kaya mo nga bang mag-tiis na hindi ka n’ya mahal?
"AT BAKIT ANDYAN KA PA? WAG KA NANG UMASA PA…" Kaya mo pa bang maghintay na mamahalin ka n’ya gayong harapharapan na n’yang pinahihiwatig na WALA… WALA TALAGA…
Ang daming tanong para sa mga pusong sawi… madaming panlilinlang na nagaganap sa mga taong taos pusong nagmamahal… ngunit bakit nga ba paulit-ulit itong nangyayari… iisa lang naman ata ang dahilan…
Dahil masarap maglingkod sa taong iyong minamahal… ngunit kailangan ba talagang magtiis na hindi nga masuklian ang pagmamahal na yun? Masarap talagang magmahal kahit di ka minamahal… pero para dun sa mga hindi nasusuklian ang pagmamahal…
MAS MASARAP MAGMAHAL NG MINAMAHAL KA DIN… Isipin mo na lang… bakit ka magtitiis kung pwede naman ikaw maghintay ng susunod mong mamahalin… at mamahalin ka din…
It just occurred to me that everyone is MARRIED and HAVING KIDS… and me? Well, I don’t have a problem being alone… but sometimes… You ask yourself if you are being left behind… if your being single is only a matter of days… if your life has been wasted with you running around and keeping yourself WORK-BUSY and not really having a LIFE as what they frequently call it.
I don’t even have that thinking… I guess I’m just wondering if my life really should better start soon… that I can’t waste anymore time… but I REFUSE TO BELIEVE IT. Because I am having the best time ever… and just really being happy with my friends having kids and partners of their own.
I’ll be Ninang forever… So what?
I still can’t convince myself that I should marry now or that I should have kids… I don’t know… all I know is that… I have a plan to marry and it’s not gonna happen soon… I have things to fulfill and I might end up wondering that If I wasn’t married I would probably be soaking at the Carribean sun and watching sunsets while having a beer at any beach… I have plans… and I am feeling it… I’ll be there sooner than you think…
But I’ll be off with marriage muna. I can’t see myself being hopelessly devoted to someone and not being able to do what I want to do. Yes, I can imagine what my boyfriend would say… but the thing is… we have plans… that we’ll go there and here… but nothing would make you feel so engrossed with yourself than traveling the world alone… may you be having coffee in the streets of Italy… or having Pizza in New York… or Tequila in Ibiza… ALONE.
I guess I really am a LONER… And I think I should be thankful that I found someone who sleeps whenever… wherever… just so I could enjoy the music through my Ipod and getting cozy with an embrace… thanks to the person beside me…
